Post by jenna on Jun 21, 2010 16:44:42 GMT 10
if you wanna sing out, sing out
and if you wanna be free, be free
there's a million things to be
There's the tooth fairy. There's Santa. There's the Easter Bunny. What do they all have in common? Well, yes, they're cute little stories your mother told you to get you to be good and brush your teeth. But what else? That's right, they left ~presents~! This was the part of the story Jenna'd always identified with. Her parents hadn't exactly been keen on all that--religious holidays were kept just that, strictly religious, with a birthday cake for Jesus and extra church services--but she'd always loved that idea. And so, here on tour, she'd clung to it. It was just her thing, she chose to cheer other people up like she'd always wished somebody had done for her. Give a smile, and sometimes you're lucky enough to get one back. People didn't believe she was genuine with this, real sweetness wasn't really appreciated now-a-days. She'd leave notes around--things like "you are beautiful" and "smile, life is great!"--but they were recieved with mixed feelings. The same thing went with her trademark bag of candy that she always had on hand, usually in some cartoony, rather geekalicious mini-backpack. But, then again, most people didn't turn down a free piece of candy, right? As long as they liked that type, weren't allergic to it, and it wasn't melted or smooshed, of course.
and if you wanna live high, live high
and if you wanna live low, live low
[/b]and if you wanna live low, live low
And so, our adorable heroine-for-the-moment had left her bus that morning, with no work on the lot to do, with the full intention of spreading some cheer. She'd started at the park, enjoying the dogs and children and fluffy white clouds, before bebopping (as only Jenna could bebop, seemingly without destination or a care in the world) down the sidewalk past shops and stalls, the scent of the California ocean foreign and ticklish in her nostrils. She'd gotten some cotton candy, she'd helped rescue a stuffed animal from a horrible death tumbling from the pier, she'd given away half of her day's worth of cheer-you-up candy, and so she felt it was time to enjoy some shopping. But first, she grabbed an Icee. Then it was down to business.
The inside of the music shop was balmy, air conditioned to peak conditions, and surprisingly empty. There was something Jenna had always loved about places like this. Back home, she'd befriended all the staff at the nearest music store (a place called Drastic Plastic) and it was pretty much assumed that if you couldn't find her, to check Drastic Plastic's listening booths, crosslegged and utterly serene with eyes closed and huge headphones on. It was a place of calm, of escaping her home, where her "devil music" wasn't allowed anyway. So she'd always gotten her fix there, and as a direct result...well, she had a definite affinity for the rows and rows of titles. For someone who'd grown up without the luxury of choice in her music, seeing all of them out there like that, for the choosing of anyone who had the cash to do so....well, it was a little slice of "heaven", were the girl to believe in anything mildly religious anymore. There'd always been irony there too, that such an optimist couldn't believe in Heaven or God. But, some things just got beat into you...or out of you, rather.
well if you want to say yes, say yes
and if you want to say no, say no
and if you want to say no, say no
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Finding a nice spot in the back between the 'M's and 'N's, the girl tucked her iPod (something carefully earned for and looked after more than any other possessions she had combined) headphones into her ears, let her eyes slide closed, and felt herself relax, content to just sit here all day....even if she was kind of blocking the aisle, she had tried to make herself as compact as she could and just stay out of the way...she was good at that.
and if you want to be me, be me
and if you want to be you, be you
there's a million things to do
you know that there are
[/blockquote][/blockquote][/blockquote][/size]and if you want to be you, be you
there's a million things to do
you know that there are
oi! this post is 629 words short, and it's for Marco. jenna's in this and you can thank Cat Stevens for the lyrics. now go go go! reply!