Post by ASHTON JOHNSON on Jun 4, 2012 13:17:19 GMT 10
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| [atrb=border, 0, true][style=margin-top: -17px; width: 230px; height: 65px; overflow: auto; padding: 5px; background-color: #fefefe; color: #272727; font-size: 10px; font-family: arial; text-align: justify;"]NAME: Ashton Cole Johnson AGE AND BIRTHDAY: 25/ January 1st BAND AND POSITION: Solo Artist / Guitarist GENDER: male SEXUAL ORIENTATION: bisexual |
LIKES: watermelon, being right, arguing, animals, cleanliness, playing guitar, orange mountain dew, proving people wrong, knowing things
DISLIKES: ditzy people, morons, overly bubbly people, high pitched voices, the majority womens personalities, animal abuse, abuse of a child, being dirty, bad breath, dirty teeth, fights
HABITS: he has to wash his hands several times during the day. Like if he goes 'too long' which for him is like a half hour without washing his hands he starts envisioning the germs that could be on his hands and in his head they feel even more gross then they really are. When hes nervous or awkward or talking about something weird he rubs the back of his neck. He also constantly changes the subject off of himself whenever he becomes the topic. He sabotages his own life when he thinks hes getting too many good things. When he blames himself or something he always goes out and gets into a fight and lets himself either lose if he knows he will win or really pisses the person off just so he can really feel it. almost like a pennance.
STRENGTHS: intelligent, talented, generally usually right, sarcastic, hitting peoples weaknesses,
WEAKNESSES: animals are a weakness to him, he cant say no to them. hes always helping them as much as he can. He is a bit of a druggy. emotions, hes not good with handling them.
SECRETS: he killed his father
OVERALL: Ashton isnt the most easy going guy. In fact he is really hard to get along with and most of the time you either find yourself fighting with him or just avoiding him. He likes to say things to get to people, he likes to pose questions to make people think, keep their minds open to every possibility, mostly the bad ones. He tends to be really moody too. He likes to keep to himself too and he trusts no one. He really feels like everyone has something behind everything they say or do. Hes completely cynical as well. Ashton doesnt take too well to compliments and he has a tendency to start saying something and then think better of it and back out claiming its nothing. He just has a really hard time voicing what he really wants or anything like that. Ashton really does not like talking about himself and he tends to be really sarcastic about things. He absolutely hates showing weaknesses.
Ashton is OCD. In fact his apartment is so clean you feel like just standing in it will mess it up. He has to have things a particular way. He really doesnt like people in his space so he tends not to invite people over. He is also a bit paranoid. He thinks that everyone has an agenda behind everything. He doesnt trust anyone.
He does tend to be a possessive person. He does not like sharing, at all. He can be very intense about things even if he tries to pretend hes not. Ashton is definitely not one you want to get into it with because he will always find a way to hit your weakest points. Sometimes he doesnt realize he's doing it, its just natural for him, but when he is trying, it can be bad. He can be really awkward to talk to depending on the topic or who hes talking to. He is very opinionated and usually if you get him going on something he just goes, but for the most part hes an awkward talker.
Ashton has a tendency to never back down from a challenge. Even if the challenge goes against what he would normally do he will do it just so he can prove the person wrong. He can be very self conscious about things. Hes not the most confident person, in fact he pretty much sees everything thats wrong with him or if someone tells him something positive about him he will turn it into a negative somehow. He is kind of sensative about his skinniness too. He usually makes jokes about it in a sarcastic way, but really it bothers him a lot.
Ashton really hates when people do things he does. Like if hes in the chat and someone else doesnt have a picture up. He will constantly tell them to put one up because it will bug him to no end. He hates when people do what he does. He also hates stupid people. If he thinks you're stupid... theres probably knowno way of coming back from that and it usually takes him no time at all to decide what he thinks of you. He tends to be very blunt about things and he swears quite a bit, especially when hes pissed.
Ashton isnt the best at flirting especially when hes thinking about it and means it. There are times when he does it to try and get a reaction out of someone, then he might be decent at it. In fact he tends to get center things around sex a lot when he knows it makes the other uncomfortable. Sometimes its really hard to find out when hes being serious about something because he does tend to play games a lot. He will push a person as much as he can just to see how far he can get them. He also tends to doom himself a lot. He doesnt think he should have a lot of things so if things are going good for him he tends to sabotage them without thinking about it.
He is probably one of the least open people around. You can know him for many years, even be his friend, which would be unlikely really, and you will probably never really know anything about him. Obvious things maybe, but not important things and he is really hard to read. He does drink, though hes more into getting high then drinking, but he usually drinks when hes high and usually those are the times you will have the best luck with him being friendly. Hes really talkative and ... tends to actually get touchy when hes like that.
Ashton does have somewhat of an anger problem. Usually he uses biting words, but a lot of the times he tends to get physical and its not always because someone pissed him off. It could just be because he is pissed at himself and needs physical pain, sometimes it helps him deal with things. Deal with himself. Pain thats what he knows. Ashton also has some.. weird ideals. Even though he pushes anything his parents said to him out, theres still some things that seemed to have stuck to him and so he has some weird thoughts about how things should be.
Ashton is very resourceful. He knows where to look, what to look for, and he pays attention. He tends to lurk on the chat and he is constantly listening to things around him so dont be surprised if he knows more about you when you have never met him before, or have only talked to him once or twice. He is also into music, he can play the guitar and bass and even the piano, though he rarely plays, now and when he does its when hes alone. He writes too, sometimes lyrics, sometimes not, but he rarely ever looks at what he writes so really he never knows unless he does decided to look. He can draw as well. He also likes to be in control. He absolutely hates it when he isnt in control of a situation. It drives him nuts. He just is very particular about things and when thats thrown off then hes thrown off and that feeling is not good to him.
DISLIKES: ditzy people, morons, overly bubbly people, high pitched voices, the majority womens personalities, animal abuse, abuse of a child, being dirty, bad breath, dirty teeth, fights
HABITS: he has to wash his hands several times during the day. Like if he goes 'too long' which for him is like a half hour without washing his hands he starts envisioning the germs that could be on his hands and in his head they feel even more gross then they really are. When hes nervous or awkward or talking about something weird he rubs the back of his neck. He also constantly changes the subject off of himself whenever he becomes the topic. He sabotages his own life when he thinks hes getting too many good things. When he blames himself or something he always goes out and gets into a fight and lets himself either lose if he knows he will win or really pisses the person off just so he can really feel it. almost like a pennance.
STRENGTHS: intelligent, talented, generally usually right, sarcastic, hitting peoples weaknesses,
WEAKNESSES: animals are a weakness to him, he cant say no to them. hes always helping them as much as he can. He is a bit of a druggy. emotions, hes not good with handling them.
SECRETS: he killed his father
OVERALL: Ashton isnt the most easy going guy. In fact he is really hard to get along with and most of the time you either find yourself fighting with him or just avoiding him. He likes to say things to get to people, he likes to pose questions to make people think, keep their minds open to every possibility, mostly the bad ones. He tends to be really moody too. He likes to keep to himself too and he trusts no one. He really feels like everyone has something behind everything they say or do. Hes completely cynical as well. Ashton doesnt take too well to compliments and he has a tendency to start saying something and then think better of it and back out claiming its nothing. He just has a really hard time voicing what he really wants or anything like that. Ashton really does not like talking about himself and he tends to be really sarcastic about things. He absolutely hates showing weaknesses.
Ashton is OCD. In fact his apartment is so clean you feel like just standing in it will mess it up. He has to have things a particular way. He really doesnt like people in his space so he tends not to invite people over. He is also a bit paranoid. He thinks that everyone has an agenda behind everything. He doesnt trust anyone.
He does tend to be a possessive person. He does not like sharing, at all. He can be very intense about things even if he tries to pretend hes not. Ashton is definitely not one you want to get into it with because he will always find a way to hit your weakest points. Sometimes he doesnt realize he's doing it, its just natural for him, but when he is trying, it can be bad. He can be really awkward to talk to depending on the topic or who hes talking to. He is very opinionated and usually if you get him going on something he just goes, but for the most part hes an awkward talker.
Ashton has a tendency to never back down from a challenge. Even if the challenge goes against what he would normally do he will do it just so he can prove the person wrong. He can be very self conscious about things. Hes not the most confident person, in fact he pretty much sees everything thats wrong with him or if someone tells him something positive about him he will turn it into a negative somehow. He is kind of sensative about his skinniness too. He usually makes jokes about it in a sarcastic way, but really it bothers him a lot.
Ashton really hates when people do things he does. Like if hes in the chat and someone else doesnt have a picture up. He will constantly tell them to put one up because it will bug him to no end. He hates when people do what he does. He also hates stupid people. If he thinks you're stupid... theres probably knowno way of coming back from that and it usually takes him no time at all to decide what he thinks of you. He tends to be very blunt about things and he swears quite a bit, especially when hes pissed.
Ashton isnt the best at flirting especially when hes thinking about it and means it. There are times when he does it to try and get a reaction out of someone, then he might be decent at it. In fact he tends to get center things around sex a lot when he knows it makes the other uncomfortable. Sometimes its really hard to find out when hes being serious about something because he does tend to play games a lot. He will push a person as much as he can just to see how far he can get them. He also tends to doom himself a lot. He doesnt think he should have a lot of things so if things are going good for him he tends to sabotage them without thinking about it.
He is probably one of the least open people around. You can know him for many years, even be his friend, which would be unlikely really, and you will probably never really know anything about him. Obvious things maybe, but not important things and he is really hard to read. He does drink, though hes more into getting high then drinking, but he usually drinks when hes high and usually those are the times you will have the best luck with him being friendly. Hes really talkative and ... tends to actually get touchy when hes like that.
Ashton does have somewhat of an anger problem. Usually he uses biting words, but a lot of the times he tends to get physical and its not always because someone pissed him off. It could just be because he is pissed at himself and needs physical pain, sometimes it helps him deal with things. Deal with himself. Pain thats what he knows. Ashton also has some.. weird ideals. Even though he pushes anything his parents said to him out, theres still some things that seemed to have stuck to him and so he has some weird thoughts about how things should be.
Ashton is very resourceful. He knows where to look, what to look for, and he pays attention. He tends to lurk on the chat and he is constantly listening to things around him so dont be surprised if he knows more about you when you have never met him before, or have only talked to him once or twice. He is also into music, he can play the guitar and bass and even the piano, though he rarely plays, now and when he does its when hes alone. He writes too, sometimes lyrics, sometimes not, but he rarely ever looks at what he writes so really he never knows unless he does decided to look. He can draw as well. He also likes to be in control. He absolutely hates it when he isnt in control of a situation. It drives him nuts. He just is very particular about things and when thats thrown off then hes thrown off and that feeling is not good to him.
FAMILY:angelica - mother - gone on a religious thing. Left when he was young and he hasnt seen her since.
Richard - father - deceased
ANY OTHERS:
Peter and Carson Walker - ex boyfriends- they gave him something to live for
Tristan - really close friend and band mate. Hes helped him realize theres still good and innocence in the world.
PETS: if any.
OVERALL: Ashton grew up in a very religious family. He had no idea how his parents even seemed to meet since his mother was a devout Catholic and his father was a raging alcoholic. The sad thing was he went to church every sunday for her and made him come as well. He was very confused as a child, not really agreeing with a lot of the things he was being taught in church and the schools he was going to, of course they were catholic schools. He didnt fit in at all and was very sheltered compared to the rest of the kids that lived on his block and even those at his school.
His mother made him read the bible every night and if he didnt she would hit his hands with a ruler several times and then make him sleep up in the attic without any food. It was cold in the attic and of course his imagination got the best of him upthere because of how scary it seemed to someone so young. His parents were not very supportive of anything he wanted to do, unless it had to do with the church and they were very much against gays. It hadnt been so bad until their neighbor decided to come out of the closet. His parents were so furious and they packed up and left within two weeks. Every night after that they would tell Ashton how wrong it was and that their neighbor was now going to hell. Then they would ask him if he wanted to go to hell and of course he would bow his head and tell them no.
When Ashton was fifteen his mother joined a misson and told his father that by the time she came back he had better made his peace with god and had been saved from his alcohol problem. She walked out the door and they never saw her again. His father had laughed at this and now that she was out the house let loose, drinking even more then usual. He made Ashton start working as soon as he became of age so they wouldnt lose the house and so he could pay for his alchohol. Unfortunatly a fifteen year old couldnt support all of that and they ended up losing the house and having to move into a trailor. His father was not too happy about that and 'punished' him.
Ashton felt as if he had no life and he did still go to church, but only because he hadnt heard from his mother in so long. He really didnt know what to believe. He didnt exactly put god off the radar but he didnt devote his life to him either. A lot of the times he would stay after just so he wouldnt have to go home and deal with his father. Though after almost a year he gave up on his mother returning and he never went back to church. There was no point and it was because of god that his mother was gone now and he was left with his asshole of a father.
On one of the nights that his father came home really drunk, he was in the middle of 'punishing' Ashton when he decided to fight back. He got a hold of one of his fathers golf clubs, not that his father golfed but his mom had gotten them for him hoping it would give him something to do, and defended himself. Unfortunately, and yet fortunately, he hit his father just right, knocking him down. His father hit the corner of the coffee table hard knocking him out. In his adrenaline rush mixed with his anger and fear he kept hitting him. When he came back to himself he ran.
Ashton stayed hidden, living on the streets. It took a few days before people must have noticed his dad missing because it was then that he saw in the papers about them finding him beaten to death. They were looking for him. He knew he had to leave the state and so he did. He hitch hiked and did what he needed to get as far as he could. Ashton ended up in L.A, Cali.
This was where he met Carson Walker. Carson was the first boy he had ever been with. Their relationship had been a strange one. They met at a club and they got onto the subject of stalking. Carson dared him to stalk him, full on stalking. Not one to turn down a dare, Ashton took it. It had been strange at first, but he got into it. During this time Ashton met Carsons twin brother. They were like night and day almost, or so he thought. There were definite differences in personalities though their looks were near the same. He ended up sleeping with him, not expecting it to turn into anything, but Peter was not like that. When he did anything he did it for something more. While Ashton thought they had a nice benefits thing, Peter was thinking he was falling in love.
As he was stalking Carson One thing led to another and they started sleeping together. They had a bit of a... interesting relationship. They seemed to balance each other out, yet at the same time they challenged each other. They were intense. The thing was, the more he and peter saw each other the more he couldnt seem to pull away. There was just something so different and refreshing about peter and in the end all three of them found each other in a position they thought theyd never be in. They actually fell in love. It had been quite the problem when they actually found out about each others relationships. It wasnt easy and it took a lot before they finally settled on something. Things seemed to be getting better. Peter had finally been able to follow his dream. He met a boy named Tristan and they started a band together. Carson decided to be their manager and Ashton helped with any kind of stage things. The one thing they werent counting on though, was Cancer. Ashton was 23 when they lost carson to it. Things fell apart after that. Peter wasnt able to handle it, he couldnt sleep and even his writing and playing went down. He ended up over dosing on sleeping pills and they didnt get to him in time. The band kind of fell apart and ashton tried to cope, though ashton wasnt good with coping. He usually just kept everything inside and went out and got into fights. Tristan seemed to take it upon himself to make sure Ashton didnt kill himself, maybe it had been a request from carson Ashton wasnt sure, but he wouldnt be surprised.
As time past he realized he needed to do something so he brought it up to Tristan that they should get the band going again and so now here they are. .
[/td][/tr][/table][/style]Richard - father - deceased
ANY OTHERS:
Peter and Carson Walker - ex boyfriends- they gave him something to live for
Tristan - really close friend and band mate. Hes helped him realize theres still good and innocence in the world.
PETS: if any.
OVERALL: Ashton grew up in a very religious family. He had no idea how his parents even seemed to meet since his mother was a devout Catholic and his father was a raging alcoholic. The sad thing was he went to church every sunday for her and made him come as well. He was very confused as a child, not really agreeing with a lot of the things he was being taught in church and the schools he was going to, of course they were catholic schools. He didnt fit in at all and was very sheltered compared to the rest of the kids that lived on his block and even those at his school.
His mother made him read the bible every night and if he didnt she would hit his hands with a ruler several times and then make him sleep up in the attic without any food. It was cold in the attic and of course his imagination got the best of him upthere because of how scary it seemed to someone so young. His parents were not very supportive of anything he wanted to do, unless it had to do with the church and they were very much against gays. It hadnt been so bad until their neighbor decided to come out of the closet. His parents were so furious and they packed up and left within two weeks. Every night after that they would tell Ashton how wrong it was and that their neighbor was now going to hell. Then they would ask him if he wanted to go to hell and of course he would bow his head and tell them no.
When Ashton was fifteen his mother joined a misson and told his father that by the time she came back he had better made his peace with god and had been saved from his alcohol problem. She walked out the door and they never saw her again. His father had laughed at this and now that she was out the house let loose, drinking even more then usual. He made Ashton start working as soon as he became of age so they wouldnt lose the house and so he could pay for his alchohol. Unfortunatly a fifteen year old couldnt support all of that and they ended up losing the house and having to move into a trailor. His father was not too happy about that and 'punished' him.
Ashton felt as if he had no life and he did still go to church, but only because he hadnt heard from his mother in so long. He really didnt know what to believe. He didnt exactly put god off the radar but he didnt devote his life to him either. A lot of the times he would stay after just so he wouldnt have to go home and deal with his father. Though after almost a year he gave up on his mother returning and he never went back to church. There was no point and it was because of god that his mother was gone now and he was left with his asshole of a father.
On one of the nights that his father came home really drunk, he was in the middle of 'punishing' Ashton when he decided to fight back. He got a hold of one of his fathers golf clubs, not that his father golfed but his mom had gotten them for him hoping it would give him something to do, and defended himself. Unfortunately, and yet fortunately, he hit his father just right, knocking him down. His father hit the corner of the coffee table hard knocking him out. In his adrenaline rush mixed with his anger and fear he kept hitting him. When he came back to himself he ran.
Ashton stayed hidden, living on the streets. It took a few days before people must have noticed his dad missing because it was then that he saw in the papers about them finding him beaten to death. They were looking for him. He knew he had to leave the state and so he did. He hitch hiked and did what he needed to get as far as he could. Ashton ended up in L.A, Cali.
This was where he met Carson Walker. Carson was the first boy he had ever been with. Their relationship had been a strange one. They met at a club and they got onto the subject of stalking. Carson dared him to stalk him, full on stalking. Not one to turn down a dare, Ashton took it. It had been strange at first, but he got into it. During this time Ashton met Carsons twin brother. They were like night and day almost, or so he thought. There were definite differences in personalities though their looks were near the same. He ended up sleeping with him, not expecting it to turn into anything, but Peter was not like that. When he did anything he did it for something more. While Ashton thought they had a nice benefits thing, Peter was thinking he was falling in love.
As he was stalking Carson One thing led to another and they started sleeping together. They had a bit of a... interesting relationship. They seemed to balance each other out, yet at the same time they challenged each other. They were intense. The thing was, the more he and peter saw each other the more he couldnt seem to pull away. There was just something so different and refreshing about peter and in the end all three of them found each other in a position they thought theyd never be in. They actually fell in love. It had been quite the problem when they actually found out about each others relationships. It wasnt easy and it took a lot before they finally settled on something. Things seemed to be getting better. Peter had finally been able to follow his dream. He met a boy named Tristan and they started a band together. Carson decided to be their manager and Ashton helped with any kind of stage things. The one thing they werent counting on though, was Cancer. Ashton was 23 when they lost carson to it. Things fell apart after that. Peter wasnt able to handle it, he couldnt sleep and even his writing and playing went down. He ended up over dosing on sleeping pills and they didnt get to him in time. The band kind of fell apart and ashton tried to cope, though ashton wasnt good with coping. He usually just kept everything inside and went out and got into fights. Tristan seemed to take it upon himself to make sure Ashton didnt kill himself, maybe it had been a request from carson Ashton wasnt sure, but he wouldnt be surprised.
As time past he realized he needed to do something so he brought it up to Tristan that they should get the band going again and so now here they are. .
JJ | 26 | 12 YEARS | CENTRAL
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