i'm a little bit insecure , ashton !

[rockitsomemore]

Seeing the confusion from her smooth face replaced by a smirk made his stomach clench. Oh, to see that not so innocent smile on her face was to die for. Ashton wondered just how much was hidden behind that christian facade. Of course, she wasn't really hiding what was there on purpose, it was how she was raised. That's what made him feel so good and bad at the same time. It felt amazing to let her explore the more devious side of life, but at the expense of purity that she was given....it was heartbreaking. He only hoped that he was doing the right thing by letting her into the obnoxious part of his life. No matter what, he wasn't going to completely let go around her. It wouldn't be fair for her, so he promised to himself that he would compose himself around her. Ashton Mason behaving? Well, he could only hope for his and Charlie's sake.

Not sure if she was just playing with her or not, he just laughed at her words. The way she worded things, it was so cute. When they first became friends, he found himself smiling or laughing at the way she spoke, so different from his own. It wasn't odd for him to speak with vulgar with his old friends, but that was before he'd met this girl in front of him. Charlie intruged Ashton, more than he would admit. There was something about her that always made him feel like he wasn't the bad person that most people thought of him.

Ashton felt his eyes widen as she spoke of cutscenes in movies, then broke. He laughed so hard his stomach was just beginning to hurt. He knew that she didn't know about sex like he did, it wasn't hard to notice. However, he couldn't fathom that she'd gotten her knowledge from movies. As funny as it was, Ashton didn't want to make her feel ashamed for her limited knowledge, he wanted her to cherish that. So with a wide smile he wrapped his arms around her small body and twirled her around as he chuckled. After the spin, he slowly carried her in a hug over to the brick wall. "I can not tell you how happy that makes me."

Once he spoke, he didn't even care how odd it seemed to say at that moment, but that was how he felt. Over all that chaos in his mind about whether or not he was making a mistake or not, Charlie could do something that made him forget it all. And the fact that she was just being herself made it all the more enjoyable. If anything, he found a comfort in her innocent words. Inside his chest, his heart continued to beat faster as he felt her skin still touching his own. It felt odd to be this close to her, feel her in a way he'd never done before. It was like grasping the forbidden fruit.

A short and shy peck on the lips from Charlie still seemed to make the fire burn in his stomach. How had he gone on so long without even noticing this? Ashton felt Charlie's small arms wrap around his waistline as she drew him into a hug. God, whatever she was doing, it was making him react. Instinctively his hands held the back of her head lightly, liking the feeling of her head resting on his chest. By the sound in her voice as she talked about her first kiss, she was happy with him being her first kiss. Ashton felt his hand run through her dark brown drying hair again. His muscles tensed slightly when he realized what she was talking about. First kiss? Ashton's mind froze as he realized that HE was her first kiss. How come he didn't even think about it before? Her words were more than obvious now that he thought about it. Inside he felt a little disappointment with himself. What if she was just saying that when really, she didn't really want it to be him? Mentally sighing, he told himself that he was just being paranoid over the whole thing.

The feel of her silky hair against the pads of his fingers made him smile inside. Of course the two of them had hugged before, but never like this. There was always a slight distance they kept from each other, their friendship putting them in that situation. However, today was different, in a good way. Slowly and gently, Ashton wrapped his own hands over Charlie's smaller ones, breaking her hold on him. Then he walked forward a step until her back was forced to touch the wall. Swiftly he let go of her delicate hands and placed his own flat against the wall of the building, parallel with her head. Ashton's lips slowly curved into a smirk as he bent down until his mouth was right beside her left ear. "Let's try a little experiment." Teasing was in his nature, with Charlie it was even more entertaining. With that in mind, his mouth moved down until his lips reached under her earlobe. Planting soft kisses, Ashton moved excruciatingly slow down her neck line waiting for her response.

hey it’s, completed!
cause you’re awesome, charlotte
they’re all, 875
i love them, template @ + stockholm syndrome / lyrics @ the script *live like we’re dying
just letting you know, “ Woot! Another one out. ”

[mae]

charlie was still shocked by the whole catastrophe...well, it didn't seem like that much of a catastrophe anymore at least. the only reasons charlie had to consider it as one is because of his current state, him still in love with his ex who wanted nothing to do with him. charlie feared that she would get hurt by this, but she trusted ashton, probably more than she should have, but she knew he was responsible, at least when it came to her. he was always so protective over her and charlie loved every moment of it. even the slightest interest in her, charlie was hooked. she really hoped that she would be proven wrong by the whole accusation that he was only using her to get over reveka. she loved being proven wrong, especially now. she allowed herself to explore a whole new side of her she thought would never emerge. though charlie was still a bit hesitant towards this, not wanting to believe that her lips were no longer as innocent as the rest of her body, but hey, you had to start somewhere.

even his laughter brought butterflies in her stomach. she loved the attention, especially it being from him. she hoped that he was enjoying this as much as she did. he seemed like it, but she wasn't really sure if he was acting or not. she acted annoyed when he laughed at her for her source of knowledge on the subject. she knew that was coming though, she had walked right into it. she pretended to move away from him out of humiliation, only to be pulled back into a hug. when he twirled her, charlie tried her best not to step on his toes or get dizzy. but when she finished her three-sixty turn, she fell into his arms from dizziness. when he carried her, charlie giggled. this was nothing different, he had carried her a lot of times before, mainly to show how strong he was, but she still giggled like an idiot. he brought her to the brick wall, she was a bit confused why, but she didn't bother asking. if it weren't for his warmth, she'd be freezing from the water still lingering on her body. she smiled at him, "i think i know, because i'm feeling the same way."

being able to be completely honest with him was something new and different. before the kiss, she had only imagined what she thought whenever he said something sweet or caring. she never thought she'd be able to say the words out loud, especially to him. she was surprised at how easily they came out now. with her arms wrapped around his waistline, she wasn't sure how he was reacting to this, but she loved the feeling of it. she let her hands explore his waistline absentmindedly until her arms were practically squeezing him in a hug. as he played with her hair as if she were a pet, charlie loved the feeling. it brought tingles throughout her body. his hands were so gentle and caring, it almost made her feel like falling asleep right there in his arms. but then she felt him release her arms, and his step forward forced her to step backwards. she felt her back touch the wall. at first she was alarmed by the wall, she hadn't expected it to be there, but she trusted ashton would take care of her. caught between the wall and ashton, charlie felt a new strange feeling overwhelm her, something even stranger than being able to be so frank and close to ashton.

she watched him lean in, almost expecting him to kiss her again, but was a little disappointed that his lips brushed right past her cheek and to her ear. his breath tickled her and she cringed, but she forced herself not to budge. after being tickled by countless people around her neck, she had pretty good practice at controlling it, but not even she was prepared for what ashton was about to do. she turned a bit to the side, giggling when he spoke into her eat. oh, god, what was he planning? what had charlie done? she was about to say something when he began to kiss her just under her earlobe. the feeling was both ticklish and exillerating. why was he kissing her under her ear and why was she enjoying it? were the two questions that popped into her brain. she had never thought you could kiss places other than the lips and get the same kind of feeling, but here he was, proving her wrong.

as he worked his way down her neck, charlie squeeled. it was a squeel of excitement, something charlie couldn't believe she had just done that. she grew red with embarrassment. whatever that was happening, however, charlie felt herself wanting, no needing, to bring his lips back to hers. but she stayed in her position, allowing him to tease her. she had never been teased like this before, and though most people would rush into kissing him back, charlie held back a bit, enjoying her first, well, everything. instinctly, her hands fell around his shoulders, pulling his head a bit more, allowing him to continue the teasing, and for a brief second charlie thought of how she was going to get him back for it.

ATTIRE

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[rockitsomemore]

A dull ache in the back of Ashton's head made him remember what he'd woken up to. Hangovers are horrible things that like to make you regret doing something bad to the body by putting alcohol in it. This kind of thing happened to him a lot, especially when he decides to follow his drunkard friends. It would seem that his comrades are the ones that cause Ash to get into trouble, but truthfully, it was him. Those spontanious ideas came from his crazy mind, only occasionally sprouting from his friends. With that in mind, Ash couldn't help but feel the negative effect he was having on the girl in his arms.

Charlie looked just as innocent and sweet as she was on the inside. That's what caused him to have those troubling thoughts. It was different with Reveka. Curruption wasn't even possible for Ash's ex-girlfriend. That independent demeanor of hers made her unable to change into anything she didn't want to be. Even with the shelter Charlie had, there was some kind of rebellious side that would show whenever she was debating on taking a walk on the wild side. That's what made him the most nervous. There was trust between the two and the last thing that Ash wanted was for that to be broken because he'd done some reckless actions.

Her innocence was much to precious to shatter. Ashton frowned while he held the brunette head of hers against his chest. What was he going to do? At this point in time, he didn't know who he'd ask, but he needed someone's advice. Those close friends of his weren't the best when it comes to asking serious questions, they'd just twist it around into some nasty language or change the topic completely. Completely stumbed, he tried to find some reasoning. Was it better to be with her and possibly corrupt her life? Or was it better to just let her live life free from any possible danger or negative influence?

Ashton couldn't deny the feeling that sturred within him as he held her. It was already passed the point of no return. He'd stolen her first kiss. Something that girls treasure and dream about at a young age is finding Prince Charming and sharing that one, first kiss. Truthfully, he didn't know just how special it was to Charlie, but from what he'd known, it meant a lot. And his expirament? Well, it just made him more confused. As he trailed kisses down her neck, he heard the sound of her squeal and couldn't help but laugh. It was like everything she did made him feel more and more at war with himself. Her laugh made his mind fuzzy and he couldn't very well carry on an argument with himself if he oculdn't think straight. When her skin touched his own, it was like a light painless burn that made his nerves tingle. Why he reacted that way toward her, now of all times, only made his head spin.

As Ashton felt her dainty hands fall on his bare shoulders, he felt her bring him in more. A smile formed on his lips as he continued to tease her with kisses on her neck. Keeping his hands against the wall for support, Ashton stopped what he was doing to run his nose sensually along the bottom of her left jawline. Going only a few inches, Ashton moved his lips onto hers again, only barely touching at first. Then, he started to press harder, his body coming even closer to her.

hey it’s, completed!
cause you’re awesome, charlotte
they’re all, 593
i love them, template @ + stockholm syndrome / lyrics @ the script *live like we’re dying
just letting you know, “ I've been reading a lot lately so my writing might be a little be different. lol ”