i'm a little bit insecure , ashton !

[mae]

while everyone else was out partying, drinking and smoking until they passed out, charlie decided to spend her night elsewhere. usually on nights like these she would cuddle up on the couch with hot chocolate and watch a movie or play video games. but tonight, she wanted to get out of the house. she couldn't stand the messy living habits of the other band members and she never understood why there always was at least two more people than there should be on the bus in the morning. charlie didn't like falling asleep on the couches, and being woken up by loud sounds of her band mates moving their furniture. charlie didn't understand why they needed a stranger to come into their room to help them move furniture, especially so late at night, but charlie didn't judge. okay, fine, so they were having sex, but moving furniture is a much nicer way. if only it were true, but for charlie's sake, she pretends that's all that noise is.

after the concert, she stripped down and put on her bikini. charlie looked at her reflection in the mirror, and frowned. she crossed her arms around her stomach. if her mother had seen her wearing anything like this, she would be screaming louder than her band mates do on those furniture moving nights. still, she didn't look too bad in it at least. she was tiny, and didn't really have any meat on her bones, but charlie liked being small. it had so many advantages. lots of people would say the disadvantages would outweigh the advantages, but charlie didn't think so. she thought it was the complete opposite. but still, she wished she could have fill out that bikini a bit more. hey, she watched spring break on mtv, she wasn't completely shut out from the media. she knew what was too much and what was too little, and right now she was showing too much of what little she had. she shrugged it off. who in the right mind would be at a pool on a friday night. pretty much everyone else on the tour drank, except her.

charlie did consider trying it a few times, but she's always been too much of a chicken to follow through with it. besides, her friend ashton would probably not approve. but if she were to try it, she would do it sometime in the very distant future. she liked being in control of her body and the horror stories she grew up listening to really terrified her. she made her way to the pool, setting her towel and taking off her flip flops. the pool was still and clear. there wasn't a sign that anyone had been there for the last couple of hours at least. possibly the whole day. charlie liked that, it gave her time to think. being on a loud tour bus, it was so hard trying to find a quiet place to relax and just think. that's what charlie did best. sure she was a good drummer, but she often thought a lot, probably too much for her own good. she felt the pool with her leg and shivered a bit. it was a bit cold, but only just a little. she stepped back a few feet and then started to run. she bent forward and clapped her hands over her head and went in the water with a perfect dive.

back in high school, charlie had been on the swimming team, so she didn't really need a swimming buddy to make sure she didn't drown. charlie had no fear of the water, and she got used to it pretty quick. the initial shock of the pool of water was bearable for the whole second she felt it. it was amazing how quickly she adapted to the colder water by putting her whole body in. usually girls took a really long time getting in the water, by taking it step by step, but to charlie, it was useless. they only suffered a longer time. she started swimming under water, only coming up to the surface to take a deep breath on the oxygen.

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[/color]bikini as shown on pictureCREDIT SAM !? of A Changed Hogwarts. Don't remove the credit or I will find you. LYRICS fake it - seether NOTES horrible post. sorry! i think i just fail at starting posts WORD COUNT 693 [/center][/size][/blockquote][/blockquote]

[rockitsomemore]

Ashton woke up from the sounds of whispers and footsteps outside the Drops of Jupiter tour bus. With his right elbow, he sat up slightly and used his left hand to wipe away the sleep. There weren't that many times when he could be woken up by people partying, but every once in a while when his dreams were dull or absent, it would occur. Now, he was stuck without a memory of a dream and an ache in his muscles. Why was his head hurting so much again? Ashton sat up and hunched over on the side of his bed, feet laying flat on the floor of the bus. As if to soothe the pain in his aching neck, his left hand started to rub the muscle. The pounding in his head told him that he was experiencing something he knew well. Hangover's are really the best thing to wake up to, especially when you can remember shit from the night before. The only memory that Ashton could pick out was when he'd followed one of his bandmates to a random bus party. A loud groan escaped through his lips as he stood up and tried to work out the kinks in his arms, back, and legs.

Screams and pumping music came from a party not far from his band's bus. Partying sounded like a good plan, but at the moment, he'd only feel worse if he went. Something more subtle right now is what he needed. Absentmindedly, Ashton played with his snake bite piercings as he looked for something to drink. When he opened the fridge, he realized his choices were between water or some beer. Although partying didn't sound like the best of fun at the moment, it was hard to resist the dark bottle staring right back at him. With a only a few seconds to think, he caved and grabbed the glass bottle he'd craved. Popping off the cap, he took one swig of it before turning back toward his bed. The place looked like a mess. Typical for a group of guys. No one really came in the place anyways, if they did, their minds were on other things beside cleanliness.

Ashton decided to go into the bathroom to see if his sleep was noticable. One person that rubbed off of him was this girl Charlotte, or Charlie as she likes to be called. Something about guys needing to be more thoughtful about how they looked before they went out in front of the world. Taking one look into the mirror, he rolled his blue eyes. Ashton looked like the walking dead, so to speak. Not too far off from what he usually looked, some would say. With a sigh, he quickly fixed up his face and his hair until he thought it was decent enough. His body was still aching as he finished up his drink while walking toward the trash can. Dropping it quite noisely in the bin, Ashton glanced out the window to see the Falling Down Hill bus.

Speaking of Charlie, a small girl with straight dark brown hair popped out of the bus, looking like she was headed somewhere. Ashton highly doubted she was going to be heading toward the party taking place. Drinking and smoking weren't her thing. It was nice to find some innocence every once in a while, especially in a place like this. However, because of that she was often a target for troublsome guys that pry on girls. Just from the thought of someone like that going after her made his blood boil. He'd have to follow her, just in case. With all those nuts drinking up a storm not far from here, she could be targeted. Ashton exited the bus, his experience kicking in. Highschool years were all about the ways he could get in trouble. Often, the police were what he encountered so some handy tools were picked up along the way. Like staying unnoticable from someone that he was following.

Sure Charlie was his friend, at he just wanted to protect her. However, if she was planning on doing something was a friend, he wouldn't want to just barge in. Even though it had crossed his mind. The pool. Once the Ashton found where she was headed, he contimplated whether or not to join her. By the looks of it, she would be alone. What the hell. Slipping off to the side of the pool, away from her view, Ashton waited to see if there was anyone else showing up. In the mean time, he watched her set herself up to dive. Was she wearing a bikini? Suprise spread across his face at seeing so much skin from such a devote Christian.

Slight anger followed, along with something else he couldn't really point out. Adorable was the word that always came to him when he thought of Charlie. Yet, looking at her now, she was more than that. When she dove into the pool, it was like slow motion. The word 'beautiful' popped into his head instantly. What the bloody hell was he thinking? Charlie was his friend, thoughts like that were strictly off limits. Especially when it came to this girl. As corrupt as Ashton was, it was totally against his beliefs to corrupt her too.

Finally Ashton decided to make his presence noticed, his hands clapping together. "Didn't feel like invitin' me for a swim, did you?" he said, putting on a fake sad face. "I feel hurt." At that, he put his hands against his heart dramatically. Remembering her choice of outfit he raised his left eyebrow in a questionable look before he spoke again. "Going for more exposure as well." It was hard to know what understand what he felt at the thought of some bloody drunkard seeing her in such dress. Yet, in a way, it wasn't something she should feel she should have to hid. Ashton walked over to the edge of the pool now, a playful look on his face.

hey it’s, completed!
cause you’re awesome, charlotte
they’re all, 1006
i love them, template @ + stockholm syndrome / lyrics @ the script *live like we’re dying
just letting you know, “ I guess I got carried away. hahahaha ”

[mae]

prior to night swim, charlie had been contemplating on seeing if anyone else wanted to spend time with her. she almost considered asking ashton, but she assumed he was off doing god knows what at god knows where. charlie still didn't know where he went off too when he wasn't with her. they knew a lot of stuff about each other, but charlie could tell just by the way he is sometimes that he's a bit more... daring than her. but then again, that wouldn't be much of a challenge. charlie was a wuss when it came to just about anything. she has never tried alcohol or drugs; never had a kiss from a boy who wasn't related to her; never stolen anything or said a bad word. she thought she had turned out pretty well, but it sure did get lonely sometimes, especially right now, when everyone else but her is off doing things that charlie had only imagined about doing. she wasn't even sure why she was here alone. as much as she loved being in the water, it was always better with company. she was starting to get a little lonely.

charlie wasn't sure why she had even come here tonight. she's not used to not being around a group of people. they were like her safety blanket. the quietness of the vacant pool started to frighten her and get her to hallucinate. she wasn't even near it the first time she thought she had seen ashton when she looked behind her. she knew that if there wasn't any one in the world, she would probably go crazy. she needed someone, even if they were only a friend. charlie didn't know why subconsciously she thought ashton had been following her. usually when she felt like she was being followed, she would easily catch the culprit, but she was sure that no one was following her. her ears may not be as good as a young child's with the years of banging on the drums, but she was not deaf and not too many people on the tour were very quiet. charlie had learned that the hard way. she was actually surprised this place was dead quiet, maybe a bit too quiet for her liking. she tried her best to ignore as she wondered if she was going insane, as she started to pick up speed in the water.

after about a few minutes of productively swimming, charlie had stopped and brought her head above water. she moved her wet hair from her face and ran her hands through it, pushing it to the back of her head. she jumped a bit in the water when she heard a clap out of no where. she looked around, nervous and spotted ashton on the side of the pool. so he had been following her! charlie breathed a sigh of relief, she wasn't completely crazy. "so you were following me." she teased, splashing water in his direction. "i was thinking about it, but i thought you'd be off doing whatever you do at night." charlie smiled. she was wondering why he was here instead of someplace else, doing something that was way better than swimming. she swam to the edge closest to him and wrapped her arms around her body to conceal herself, blushing bright red cheeks. "hey, you perv!" still covering her body with one hand, splashing more water in his direction, this time trying to get him wet. she laughed, and removed her hands from her body. she was a bit too excited to see ashton there. of all the places he could be tonight, he chose to come here and hang out with her. she felt honored and foolish at the same time. just recently charlie started to become a little more shy around ashton, and her stomach would feel queasy and jumpy. she wasn't exactly sure what this feeling meant, but she didn't want it to leave.

charlie had never had a crush before. she didn't even know what having a crush on somebody felt like. she wondered if this could be the feeling. her heart raced, her face grew brighter and she had a grin from ear to ear every time he came around. if this was what having a crush on felt like, charlie was starting to understand why girls craved it so much. the feeling was intoxicating and it was addicting. ashton was the only person who made her experience new things, and frankly she loved him for it, but this had come so unexpectedly. ashton and her were just friends, he had thousands of girls lined up to date him, and charlie wasn't even on the waiting list. this thought saddened her. she knew she was nothing like the girls ashton had dated. they all had experience over her, and though charlie and him were really close, the other girls gave him stuff that charlie knew she would never do. at least she didn't think she would. maybe that would change, but like she had the opportunity anyways. who was she kidding? ashton didn't think of her the same way she thought about him.

still, charlie was attracted to him, she couldn't deny that feeling. she knew that if given the chance, she would try her best to give him what he wanted, even if that included to lose her innocence. it was about time she made up for lost times. but as she sat in the water, she realized she had been staring at him, and looked away, the same reddish tint came to her cheeks. she had been with him plenty of times before, why was she acting like such an idiot? "do you want to come in? the water's nice." charlie patted the water as if she was inviting him to swim next to her.

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[/color]bikini as shown on pictureCREDIT SAM !? of A Changed Hogwarts. Don't remove the credit or I will find you. LYRICS fake it - seether NOTES hahah it's totally fine. i do that all the time. in fact, so did i! WORD COUNT 1012[/center][/size][/blockquote][/blockquote]

[rockitsomemore]

Looking around at the vacancy of the pool, Ashton missed Charlie push back her wet hair from her face. Who know what that would've done to him. From the soft sigh the girl produced, he was a little confused and happy about the relief intwined in it. Was it because she was happy to see that someone had come, or that that someone was him? Pushing the thoughts aside, he listened as she tried to explain why she went off alone. Her small splash of water too far away to actually hit him where he was. "I know I'll be missed, but I just had to make sure that some pervert wasn't meeting up with you Lolita. There are some drunkards hanging around this place." At first it started out to make her think that he had things to do, but started into his more protective speech. Lolita was his little nickname that he liked to call her because it was so fun to tease her.

At the sight of her cheeks blushing a bright red color, Ashton chuckled. It really was a rare sight to see so much skin coming from the girl, but just another tease. "The only guy I can't protect you against myself I'm afraid," he joked, a shine in his eyes. She was so small and adorable. Ashton often strayed away from those perverted types of topics, afraid of ruining the girl and her innocence. Yet, there were sometimes when he just went on auto pilot. Suddenly, a splash of water from Charlie hit Ashton right on his black v-neck t-shirt and black skinny jeans. "Oh, that was the wrong move."

One thing about Ashton was that he was always bold. Most times than not he was direct, thinking that it took too much time to try and get the other person to figure it out on their own. In a way, it made people feel like complete idiots when they took forever to figure it out. So, when Ashton would find a girl, he'd put on his tease and charm until he knew there was no doubt he was leaving alone. One night stands were his thing for a short amount of time. When he was around Charlie he felt shame for his past, like he'd wronged her, even though they didn't know each other that well back then. Ironically, Charlie was probably the only girl that he hadn't thought of as a sex buddy or girlfriend. Well, that wasn't exactly true. When other guys gave her attention, Ashton couldn't help but want to tell them off and say that HE was Charlie's boyfriend. Those days, he'd be in deep thought for at least a day or two. Was he doing it because he was just afraid that she would be hurt by this guy or was it because he didn't like the idea of Charlie hanging out with anyone else but him? Now wasn't the time to think about this...

With a devious smile on his face, Ashton took off his black and white checkered converse and threw them aside. Only a couple of feet from the edge of the pool, he quickly grabbed his phone and threw it on a chair while he ran and jumped into the water. With a big splash, Ashton came up to the surface, a few chuckles escaping his mouth. A surreptitious smirk spread across Ashton's face as he headed toward the petite girl. Just a feet or two away from Charlie, he dove under the water and wrapped his arm around her body. It was extremely hard to ignore the fact that when he touched her skin, his mind went fuzzy. Shaking his head, Ashton carried her out of the pool, the colder temperature hitting him quickly. Flipping her around until she was laying over his shoulder, his hands hold her legs in front of him. Stopping at the deepest end of the pool, Ashton lifted her up and over, throwing her back into the pool with a big splash. Dripping wet, he pushed his hair out of his face and broke up laughing.

hey it’s, completed!
cause you’re awesome, charlotte
they’re all, 688
i love them, template @ + stockholm syndrome / lyrics @ the script *live like we’re dying
just letting you know, “ Shorter than the others, but my muse has been kind of crappy the last few days... >_< ”

[mae]

she chuckled at his reply and loved the fact that he had ditched his usual crew to make sure she was okay. it was a cute gesture, but charlie knew better than to let it go to her head. he was still a tied guy after all. he had only just broken up with some chick that charlie did not approve of. there was nothing wrong with her, but charlie found something wrong with her, or maybe it was just charlie's jealousy side that disliked her. charlie felt sinful that she was more than happy that they had broken up. she only wished she couldn't be more honest with it, causing her to become a bit secretive whenever he asked charlie for her opinion about the girl and if he should try to get back with her. it was hardly bearable to be able to reply even the simplest yes or no. thankfully she was a master at keeping her feelings inside, but she knew that she had to be very careful with ashton, since he had been the only person she knew of who can make her spill even her darkest secrets. she didn't know what came over her whenever she was with him. he made her wish she was a real teenager who had been through everything normal teenagers experienced.

and she thought it was cute that he had given her very own nickname. sure people called her charlie or mae, but his nickname for her was unique and different. usually she didn't approve of being called anything other than those two names, but she made an exception for ashton after fighting with him about it. not really fighting, but she did pretend to get really mad at him, but then she felt very guilty and eventually gave in. she couldn't help but maintain the redness to her cheeks when he had something smart and flirty. usually charlie would reply with some kind of sassy remark, but she couldn't think of anything. she had never exposed so much of her body to him before, she had walked right into it. he was a guy afterall. she giggled when the water hit him. she started to swim further away to the opposite end of the pool and turned around just in time to see him expose his chest and jumped into the pool. she continued to run away from him, trying to beat him, but though she was a fairly good swimmer, his longer, stronger arms gave him an advantage. she felt her whole entire body get trapped by those strong arms she had only imagined before what they felt like against her skin.

she went into a small trance when his arms wrapped around her. she enjoyed being so close to him. it felt way better than their usual friendly hugs they gave each other. in the back of her mind, charlie wondered if he was feeling the same as she did. as he carried her out of the pool, she screamed and squirmed, but not enough to get away from him, she just wanted to give the illusion. in fact it was the complete opposite, she didn't ever want to leave his arms. she hadn't been held like this in... scratch that, she's never been held like this before. it was a nice feeling that was shortly broken when he had thrown her back into the pool. disappointed that he had let go over her, charlie quickly got up to the surface, putting on a fake mad face. "hey! it's not funny!" she screamed. "that's not fair!" she said, climbing out of the water. dripping wet from head to toe, she fought back a smile. she always had fun when she was with ashton, maybe a bit too much fun, but charlie was not going to complain about it. he looked so gorgeous with his damp hair, laughing at her. while he was laughing, she snuck up behind him, with a smirk on her face, and pushed him into the water.

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[/color]bikini as shown on pictureCREDIT SAM !? of A Changed Hogwarts. Don't remove the credit or I will find you. LYRICS fake it - seether NOTES lol it's okay. i really don't mind about the length. sometimes i write a LOT and sometime i don't WORD COUNT 696[/center][/size][/blockquote][/blockquote]

[rockitsomemore]

Feeling Charlie in the hold of his arms as he grabbed her from underwater, a bubbly feeling erupted in his stomach. It was something that he'd felt before, not from her, but from his ex-girlfriend. Reveka was his longest girlfriend and honestly, Ash thought that they would eventually get married. Oh how wrong was he. Thinking back at what happened, Ash couldn't figure out what he had done wrong. All he could think of was her face and how much he missed her. Ash swore that there were days when he could smell her unique fragrence when he was alone, or even hear her voice in a middle of a crowd.

The first time that he'd met Rev was at school. She had just moved to Liverpool that year, the new girl. Ashton was seen as one of the bad boys and a lot of girls chased after him, but not Reveka. She treated him better than any of the girls he'd went out. Memories of the beginning of their days together made him feel lighter. However it was drowned out by the ending. There must have been something wrong with him. Otherwise, you wouldn't cheat on someone that you thought you loved, right?

That was the last thing he wanted to talk about at the moment. It wouldn't be fair to think of Reveka with Charlie around. They were two different people and unlike his ex-girlfriend, Charlie wasn't that kind of girl. Ashton liked that about her. Besides it wasn't like they were a couple or anything. The two of them were best friends, end of story. Yet, as he felt that slight warmth where his skin was touching hers, he couldn't throw the idea completely out. It was hard to deny the slight inklings he felt when Charlie was around, one that were extremely similar to Reveka.

Screaming and squarming under his arm, Charlie brought him out of his trance like state and put a smile on his face. Even if she was doing like she meant it, he would've been able to handle it. Lolita was a small build and she was one of the lightest people he'd ever known. As soon as she left his arms, he felt the warmth escape him as well. It was like a cold, emptiness that stood in her place. The look on her dripping wet face made him laugh even harder. How was it that she could make him feel so...happy? Her words only made him smirk surreptitiously, feeling quite proud of his accomplishments.

His laughing came to a slow stop when Charlie stepped out of the pool, water dripping over her body. Okay, Ashton wasn't going to lie. That moment really got to him, his thoughts becoming well, unsuitable for someone like her. They dissappeared from his head as soon as he realized who he was talking about. Water from his hair slowly dripped down his face and his hands quickly came up to wipe them off. When he looked up, Charlie had vanished. Facial expression turning into that of confusion until he felt like someone was standing behind him. Suddenly a force from behind him shoved him forward, his body heading straight for the pool of water. Ash felt his feet turn slightly beneath him, slipping from the wet permadeck. His skin hit the water with a light smack, water engulfing him as he sank underneath the water. Eyes gazing through the clear blue liquid, he held his breathe for a few moment before coming up for air. His soaking wet skinny jeans stuck to his legs, making his body heavier from the material. "Touche," he joked, a smile on his face. Why didn't he see that one coming? Probably because he underestimated her strength.

Finding the edge of the pool across from the brunette, Ashton rested his left arm on the rough concrete and with the other hand he patted the ground in front of him. He winked at her, letting her know that he wanted her to come over to the bank of the pool. There definately were plans going through his head about how to get her back in the pool. Showing it on his face though, not going to happen. Instead he placed an innocent smile on his pale face, hoping that she'd come over to see him. A glitter appeared in his eyes as he spoke. "I swear," he started, a devious smirk on his face and a deeper tone in his next few words, "I don't bite."

hey it’s, completed!
cause you’re awesome, charlotte
they’re all, 756
i love them, template @ + stockholm syndrome / lyrics @ the script *live like we’re dying
just letting you know, “ awwww adorable crush lol :] ”

[mae]

charlotte was rather surprised at her own strength. she had pretty much threw her entire body though and the moment she did it, she worried she might have hurt him. looking down at him falling into the water, she had a look of worry on her face. prepared to jump in and save him, but stopped when she saw him come back to the surface. she smiled, glad she had not harmed him. still feeling a bit guilty, she wanted to apologize that she acted so random and different. usual charlotte would never think about pushing someone into the pool, but charlotte wasn't her usual self when she was with ashton. she was the girl trapped under her sheet of protective, worry wart body thanks to her parents. the girl who she became was the girl she had hidden away for awhile, just waiting to break out. she was glad ashton had been able to break threw the sheet and bring her out, it brought a more daring, outgoing charlotte in her. still, she knew that it was still not enough to win over his heart. if she wanted to do that, that involved a lot more than she could give him.

once again, pushing the pessimistic thoughts out of her head, she looked at his devious eyes, begging her to come to him. she looked at him for a bit, not sure whether or not to believe him, but finally gave in when he promised her he wouldn't bite. then she decided to give in, not being able to resist to get to be closer to him. she took a seat on the pavement, putting her feet into the water in front of his body. she smiled down at him, his hair damp and his look made her melt. he was cute and adorable when he gave that puppy dog face that won her over every single time. he knew how to get her to do things she wouldn't usually do, like for instance, pushing him into the pool, feeling comfortable in her bikini, and giving into those devilish eyes that drew her in every time she looked at them. she still couldn't believe that he was here with her like one of her dreams... only it was real this time. it was like off a fantasy movie. he was her prince charming and she was the princess. charlotte watched a lot of romance films from disney, hoping one day she'd find her prince charming someday and live happily ever after. well this may not be her happily ever after just yet, but she might have just met her prince. it was still too unbelievable to think about, that charlotte had to keep herself from falling for it. maybe if she were some other girl, it would have been the perfect time to lean over and kiss him. but not being kissed before frightened the girl about the mechanics of it.

still, maybe if she tried it, it wouldn't be as frightening as she thought it was. besides, she wouldn't be completely crushed if her first kiss would be with ashton. was it wrong to think about it like that? he had only just broken up with his long term girl friend, reveka, charlotte would feel like a homewrecker if she came in between them. she loved ashton happy, so therefore, she loved reveka because she made him happy. charlotte would hide her feelings or urges whenever she was around him because she never wanted to hurt him. she had never even thought about the possibility of his lips on hers until just now. she looked away, trying to hide the blush on her cheeks. "no fair, i told you i don't like it when you do that, you know i can never say no to that face!" charlotte pretended to be mad at him, though deep down she loved the attention he was giving her. with her hands she ran through his hair a couple of times, enjoying the moment while it lasted, thinking it would probably the only time she would ever get to be this close to him. the feeling of his fine, knot free, silky hair made charlotte's hands beg for more.

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[/color]bikini as shown on pictureCREDIT SAM !? of A Changed Hogwarts. Don't remove the credit or I will find you. LYRICS fake it - seether NOTES they are adorable! i know its a fast reply but i thought it was too cute to wait until later xD not that long though WORD COUNT 707[/center][/size][/blockquote][/blockquote]

[rockitsomemore]

Seconds from hitting the surface of the water, Ash saw worry flash across Charlie's face and he wanted to laugh. Of course this girl would feel sorry for pushing him in the water like he deserved. Innocent and pocket-size was his choice words to describe the brunette. Deep inside, Ashton knew that he was probably the worst person for her to hang out with. Trouble with the cops and pissing off people with his pranks was only a small amount of the crap he does. His mouth could bring in girls and also get him into deep shit. Her? It was more than obvious that she was sheltered from her father. To Ash, he felt like she just needed someone to help her see the adventure in life. At least, that's what he hoped he was doing. If her father ever found out about Ash, he'd probably be enraged, that is if he ever met him.

The hesitation that projected from the petite girl made him smirk inside. She at least knew that he wasn't so trustworthy when there was a chance for payback. It was funny the little things that he saw from Charlie. Ash had always thought that he just caught onto her little habits from all the time they spent together. Right? Being around someone that much, anyone would catch onto that stuff. Yet, as he looked back in his last relationship, Reveka knew very little about him. At first she asked questions, paid attention, but after a while her memory of those times faded along with the information. It pained Ash to think how naive he was about her, so blind.

Seeing her feet quietly slap against the ground, then find her sitting in front of him on the permadeck made him smirk. Always seemed to get Charlie with that devilish face of his. Eyes glittering with mischief and the sexy curve of his lips just seemed to work magic on her. So, it was trick he'd throw out there a few times. Not like she didn't have her own little looks that got HIM to do things. The only difference was that Charlie often didn't KNOW she was doing it. Ash lightly grabbed her left arm and held it up in the air as if getting a better look. "You must be packing some muscle on these arms," he smiled, joking around with her about the force of which he was pushed, "because I don't think I've ever fallen that easily." Thinking back to his younger days he realized how much of a lie that was. For a kid, he was always slightly taller than expected of his age and clumbsiness tended to stick with him until he was closer to average heighth. "I apologize for underestimating your strength Lolita. You always seem to amaze me." He smiled and chuckled a few times.

Ashton felt his heartbeat started to slowly pick up the pace as Charlie's fingers ran through his wet hair. He wouldn't actually admit how much he liked the feeling, especially not to her. On one end it made him fell calm and happy, but he couldn't deny the slight upset in his stomach. It honestly wasn't that long since he broke up with his ex-girlfriend and even now, spending time with Charlie at the pool he couldn't help but find things to compare with Reveka, both good and bad. In the back of his head, there was some voice telling him that he couldn't think of Charlie as more than a friend because he was afraid of messing up and losing her. It sounded pathetic when he thought about it, but he didn't know what he'd done to make Reveka want to leave him and if he repeated his mistakes, that would ruin him.

Ash's bright blue eyes locked with her baby blue ones and he could feel himself get lost in them. It wrong for him to have the feelings that he did. Not only was he looking into her, he felt himself picture the possible future. All that ran through his head was when Reveka told him that she found someone else and they weren't going to work out. Too shocked for words, Ash just stood in silence for a few moments. It wasn't until she turned and started to walk away when he'd blurted out unanswered questions and chased after her. In the future, he could see Charlie turn around and walk away grabbing the hand of another boy as he was left behind standing alone. Ashton looked away from her, trying to rid himself of that nightmare.

Hesitation on his lips, he wanted to ask her a question. The answer to follow? Well, that's what he was afraid to hear. His smile faded into a slight frown as he thought of the way he was going to ask. Who knew it would be so hard for Ashton to talk. "Did I ever tell you how..." he started, his words coming out faster than he wanted them too. The nervousness was a little hard to control in his voice when he continued. "...how...um..." his head screamed at him to just finish the bloody question, but it was hard. One voice said to just blurt out the question and wait for the answer. The other just wanted to shut up and refuse to even hear her response. With a small sigh he ended saying, "my last relationship ended?" Now he just felt stupid for how he went about asking a stupid question. Why would he be so worried about the question? If Charlie said 'no', were you planning on telling her or just replying with 'oh'? God he felt so ridiculous.

hey it’s, completed!
cause you’re awesome, charlotte
they’re all, 952
i love them, template @ + stockholm syndrome / lyrics @ the script *live like we’re dying
just letting you know, “ that's totally okay. I love them together! Of course, boys will be boys. They always seem to ruin the moment, don't they? ”

[mae]

as she sat there, stroking his head, she imagined the future with them together. it was simple, but charlotte could see herself being super content with him, she wouldn't want to know why she would ever need something different than him. even though she's had times where she's chased boys who led her on, but in the end she always resorted back to liking ashton. it was like a lightbulb, she was able to click her feelings off for ashton when she was flirting with other guys, but when it was on, it was burning very bright. it happened especially when he was taken, and it was getting harder and harder to turn it off. even when it was off, the heat was still there and charlotte hated to feel jealousy between her and whoever was his mate. she's watched as a lot of his good and bad relationships were ended, and she's been there threw a lot of them, trying to cheer up her big brother. since charlotte never had an older brother, she considered ashton as her older brother she had always wanted. she couldn't possibly have feelings for her older brother, could she? she snapped back into reality when he took her arms and complimented on her arms. "well, i may be small, but that doesn't mean my arm has to be," she sassed, jokingly of course. she smiled at how she amazed him. "nah, you amaze me way more than i amaze you. i mean i'd never be able to pick you up and carry you to the deep end and throw you in." she laughed at the mere thought of her trying to carry him.

as charlotte gazed back into his beautiful blue eyes, she could see behind them to see a sad boy still heartbroken. then he started to spill. charlotte's stomach turned over and she felt sick to her stomach. she removed her hands from his hair and put them to her side. holding back tears, she wasn't going to let it bother him. can't really say she didn't expect it, because she did. never been in love before, charlotte lied when she told him plenty of times she knew how she felt. she understood it from the all the movies and books she's read about it, but never had first experience at it. she felt so guilty to sit there and watch her big brother be sad about something she can not help him with. it was hard cheering him up when she was also down. she looked at the ground, not daring to look at him, it was only harder to force back the tears. he didn't love her, charlotte was only fooling herself. he was still madly in love with his ex girlfriend. could she really blame him? she was gorgeous, way better looking than charlotte. and though ashton was the sweetest, most caring person once you get to know him, he was still a guy who still fell for those chicks who were always bad.

"yeah," she said before processing his question. after a second of thinking about it, she then realized that he had not told her about his last break up. "i mean, no." his question was a bit unexpected, charlotte felt herself tense up. she couldn't believe she was about to ask this, but she said it before she could even control herself, "what happened?" she asked, her worried face returned to her, only this time it was intensified. though charlotte really did not want to hear about his break up, and she wished that reveka would dissappear forever in his mind. but unfortunately, not even charlotte can distract him from thinking about her. she looked at the still water, noticing that neither of them moved. she wished she could say something that would bring back the cheerful ashton that had been there only moments before, but her mind drew a blank. she knew that bottling up feelings were unhealthy and that it was best to be there for him when he needed her, and it looked as if this fun night of swimming was going to turn into some kind of counseling. charlie was not very good at counseling, especially when it came to a topic she didn't know very well : romance. unless you're talking of course of a stupid little crush that only seems to strike when she knew she couldn't have it.

finally gaining enough courage to look at him, charlie put her hands on his shoulders, metaphorically asking him to open up to her. "it's okay, i'm here for you. you can tell me anything." worried how she might react to what he was about to tell her, preparing for the worst. it wasn't that hard, having a lot of practice about covering her feelings for him to help him out with his girl problems, because it didn't look like the memory of reveka was going to fade any time soon. still, why did god have to punish her so? she had followed all his rules and more. hell, she hasn't even had a real kiss before and yet he was taunting her with ashton. wanting something she can't have. charlie knew that ashton was not the type of guy to bring home to your folks, they would judge him the moment he came into her house. they would never get him the chance to learn what he's like and find out why charlie liked him so much. this is why charlie planned to not let them meet ashton. being the goody-two-shoes she was, she would have to listen to whatever they ask, and she was worried they wouldn't let her hang out with ashton. if she couldn't have him romantically, then she at least wanted his friendship.

ATTIRE

[/color]bikini as shown on pictureCREDIT SAM !? of A Changed Hogwarts. Don't remove the credit or I will find you. LYRICS fake it - seether NOTES man, i know what you mean! poor charlie and poor ashton xD WORD COUNT 964[/center][/size][/blockquote][/blockquote]

[rockitsomemore]

The words that came out of that girl's mouth made him smile wide. It was nice to see something like that come out of that christian body. That sassiness that she'd been hiding in there for god knows how long. Ashton hoped that it was being with him that made her more outgoing. In a way, he felt lighter and happier thinking that he'd made that much of a difference on the brunette. "I certainly hope you wouldn't," he laughed, failing at putting on a dramatically surprised face. It was nice to have that calm and relaxed kidding with her. Sure Ash liked to hang with the guys, but it was a different kind of atmosphere and he honestly couldn't talk about EVERYTHING with Charlie. He doesn't get embarrased easily, but guy talk stays with the male gender.

Ashton felt like a moron for even bringing up Reveka again. When was he going to get over her? It was a hard question to answer, even now when he was beating himself up. Why couldn't he realize that she didn't want him then, so she wouldn't want him now. But, thinking about that, that wasn't true. Before he'd had a hope in him that she would come back and apologize for what she'd done to him. That light had died long ago, so what's with the attachment still? It only seemed to make Charlie uncomfortable with the question. That was the last thing that he wanted to do was make her feel effected by it. Hearing her words and the vague emotions behind them, it made him want to cringe. Insensitive like always. Silence surrounded the two as they both awkwardly stayed in place, but his head was streaming with his devil and angel on his shoulder.

It was a long shot for Ash to think that Charlie would even have feelings for a guy like him. After all, she needed someone that wasn't going to get her in trouble or say stupid shit and ruin the moment. Hell, she was the innocent one hanging with the obnoxious rebel child. They were like complete opposites. He paused, not exactly. For how different they seemed, they got along extremely well ever since they met. To add to the mix, he actually didn't want to make the situation even more tense by showing feelings to her if she didn't recipricate. God he was such a mess. With any other girl, this didn't happen. Maybe that was what made them all fail. Now he was just getting frustrated with himself.

Ashton didn't want to answer the question. In the back of his mind, he knew that she was tense waiting for his response. It didn't help that he felt the same way. He noticed that she had stopped playing with his hair when he'd started to change the subject. Now he felt a little empty without the small touch that she had given to him, just like the time he had thrown her in the pool. Then, like a fire her hands rested on his bare shoulder and he felt better, even a little saner. Her words made his heart jump a little. Through all those ridiculous relationships in the past, Charlie was the one to be there for him. Someone willing to help him out when he'd gotten a heart beat down. Mustering up a little courage and trying to block out the picture that would surely come from talking about Reveka, Ashton finally answered. "Apprantly she had been cheating on me since a couple of month after we got together. Finally she decided to end it so she broke up and left." His mouth felt a little sticky when the words came out, but it didn't come out bitterly like he expected. The anticipation of some vile taste in his mouth when he said those words, or even the anger that would be attached to them, it all surprised him when they didn't appear.

Ashton felt like a weight had been lifted off of his shoulders. What had happened meant something good, he knew it. Possibly that he was getting over Reveka, quicker than he ever thought he would. Could it have been Charlie...? His heart was lighter at the thought. Of course his little christian lolita girl was partly to blame for his healing heart. He knew that it wasn't going to just be fixed over night. However, a giant improvement was made tonight. Slowly, but surely a smirk began to appear on his face, a new shine lighting up his eyes. A quick layout of a plan started to work in his brain, a bubble of laughter almost coming up.

With both hands placed flat on the permadeck on the outside of brunette's legs, Ashton quickly lifted himself up from the water. In turn, his body was in a position to where she was forced to lay down on the speckled concrete. His knees moved to the outside of her knees while his hands were placed on either side of her head. Ashton then continued putting his plan in motion, a lot happier than he was just moments before. Pieces of wet hair clung to the side of his face, but no more drops of water fell. Tantalyzingly slow, he lowered his head stopping until his lips were only a centimeter from hers. His breathe became slower as he waited for what she was going to do with him being so close to her. Then right when he would touch her lips with his, a smirk gradually formed.

Pulling back quickly, Ashton grabbed her small hands in his own and stood her up on her bare feet. Wrapping his arm around her small frame he brought her in for a hug, his own hand playing with her hair absentmindedly. How was it that her body seemed to radiate such an immense amount of warmth? Ashton laughed, feeling much better with her being close to him. Maybe she was someone he could hope for instead.

hey it’s, completed!
cause you’re awesome, charlotte
they’re all, 1004
i love them, template @ + stockholm syndrome / lyrics @ the script *live like we’re dying
just letting you know, “ I can not even being to tell you how much fun I am having with Ashton right now. Hahahaha I couldn't stand the heartache any longer. *dramatically places hand over heart* ”

[mae]

who was she kidding? he was still in love with another girl, she was being foolish for ever thinking there was any chemistry between them besides their friendship. charlotte was beginning to give up on the whole idea about ashton, though she knew it would break her heart, she couldn't keep living in hopes that someday he'll realize that she's been there threw everything and that he might have feelings for her. she was foolish, and this was exactly what her parents had warned her about guys. they had told her that all guys were after one thing, and that one thing can lead to a lot of trouble. charlotte was not really sure what her parents were talking about, because she could see a lot more than just one thing wrong with guys. maybe they were somehow all connected? charlie knew that it was stupid of her to try to figure out why guys were so difficult, but she couldn't help but what was wrong with her that she's just a distraction until the guys find the girls they've been either looking for or waiting for to come back. this time was no different. she should have known that reveka was the first thing on ashton's mind, not her. but as much as it hurt her to realize, ashton was still having a hard time with the break up. charlie had always kept her word and would stay with him for however long it took for him to feel better, even if she didn't. because after all, she was a good friend. darn her parents for raising her with good morals.

as she smiled at his comment, she started to wonder if it truly was because she actually liked ashton that she acted differently when with him, or had she just wanted to experience what it felt like to be in love? charlie had watched and read all about romance, but there was still an empty feeling she felt about it. never experienced something so magical, that charlie might have gone crazy into hoping to find it, no matter who she had chosen. it seemed silly, but it made sense. but when she was near him, her whole body was warmth with affection, and she highly doubted that she was desperate and that she truly did like ashton. he knew her better than any one else, even her parents. and the way he said her name, or nick name, charlie hesitated at the thought, and loved to listen to his voice. still concerned for her best friend, charlie listened to his tragic story. he was cheated on! charlie couldn't think of a worse fate. no one deserved to be cheated on, especially such a great guy like ashton. it made charlie want to go up to reveka and punch her in the stomach. of course she felt guilty for even considering to look her up, charlie knew she would never have the guts to do it, but who knew, with her new personality whenever she thought of ashton, she might somehow find guts to.

she may be crazy, but she definitely had her reasons. "i-" she began, but was cut off when out of nowhere ashton climbed up and her upper body fell to the pavement. her heart beat quickened, as she was stunned at his strange movement. he was now hovering above her. charlie giggled a bit, but cut herself off. she couldn't possibly give in to him that easily. she was a bit scared, but she felt safe underneath him, as if she was being protected from the outside world. she watched as he lowered his head to get very close, charlie closed her eyes, thinking was this the moment she had been waiting for all her life? with his hands holding her head, she wrapped her fingers around his waste. her hands fit like a glove around his waste. but then she was rudely awoken when he had hoisted her up and encircled her into a hug. charlie was a bit disappointed, but she quickly got over it as he returned the favor and ran his fingers through her hair. she wrapped her arms around his waste, feeling his bare stomach pressed against her breasts and stomach, filling in the space like tetris. she had gotten plenty of hugs from ashton before, but this time it felt different. she felt closer than she had ever before, literally and figuratively.

she did not want to let go. she wanted to stay in that position forever. a new feeling was brought upon his touch. she hoped this feeling would stay. her hands patted his back a bit. she felt small when she was unable to wrap her arms around him completely like he did. he was much bigger than her, but charlie wasn't complaining. her arms snaked around as much as they could, her body pressed up against his, trying to block out all the unwanted and unneeded space between them. she wished she could do more to ease the pain of the break up for him. she hoped he knew that she would do anything to cheer him up, all he had to do was ask and she would willingly help him. she knew that ashton wasn't the type of guy to talk much about his feelings, and it took a lot for him to confess what happened. charlie felt special that he shared this information with him. she had seen plenty of stories about girls and boys being cheated on and that in the end they always find happiness with a new girl. charlie tried her best not to get her hopes up about being that new girl for him, but her mind was thinking otherwise. her arms slowly moved up to his neck while she slowly went on her tippy toes in order to be able to reach. she was surprised that it had brought them even closer together. she didn't think that was impossible, but she allowed it to happen.

ATTIRE

[/color]bikini as shown on pictureCREDIT SAM !? of A Changed Hogwarts. Don't remove the credit or I will find you. LYRICS fake it - seether NOTES hahah well i'm having a lot of fun with charlie! sorry she didn't speak much this, i just couldn't think of anything for her to say unless it would ruin the moment xDWORD COUNT 1003[/center][/size][/blockquote][/blockquote]

[rockitsomemore]

Worry clouded Ashton's mind as he thought of what could happen. The possiblity that Charlie would walk away from him would be high, if it were any other girl. Standing in her presence, he knew that if she'd stayed with him for this long that she wouldn't just up and leave him. However, Ashton didn't complete trust his conscience. Reveka was his girlfriend, the one that he was supposed to know everything about. Trust was supposed to be the backbone between them. How could he have missed the fact that HE was the one holding it together? What about the signs? Thinking back there were somethings that might have shown her pulling away from him. The band had been working so hard to get where they were, he must not have even realized it. So wrapped up in the music and being with his bandmates, maybe that was why she'd left him behind.

It didn't help that Charlie was making him feel like he did with Reveka. Ashton wouldn't know if it would lead to the same outcome. That had to be a sign, right? He'd thought that he loved his ex-girlfriend. Something like that couldn't develop with the brunette beside him. All that he could think was how he was feeling around Charlie and how wrong it was. There was going to be a guy out there for her, one that would treat her better. Sure, he'd felt that happiness that he'd brought something out in her, but thinking about it how did he knew that? She could just be changing herself when she was around him, but why? It didn't make sense that Charlie would just change her ways just to be around him. It would kill him to know that she'd done something like that to hang with him. He liked her just the way she was. That's why he loved being around her.

Ashton couldn't help the smile that spread across his face when she laughed. It was actually quite distracting, a small flutter in his stomach making his mind reel. The water on his drenched body slowly drifted down his skin, but he wasn't paying any attention to it. His plan was to tease her, knowing that he'd never really gotten this close to her. However, when Ashton slowly lowered his head, his eyes drifted to hers and saw Charlie's eyelids close. Her fingers felt like fire as she placed her hands on his waist. Oh god, this isn't good. He felt a sudden urge to press his lips against hers, but restrained himself.

Brought up in a hug, Ashton felt his heartbeat race. Part of it was because of how close that she was to him. Charlie's hands tried wrapping around his back, but came up short and that made a few chuckles escape. It was so ironic that someone as tall as him was standing here with such a short girl in his arms. Nervousness hit him like a train, a problem suddenly coming to mind. Bloody hell. Ash couldn't do this to Charlie. Hurting her was something he'd avoid at all costs and if he was leading her on. It wasn't that he didn't have feelings for her, it was the fact that she could be a rebound.

The moment her arms left his waist, he felt disappointed. Watching her arms move around until her hands snaked around the back of his neck, he felt an inkling of desire consume him. Ashton felt her body push closer to his own and his heart started beating faster. Voices in his head started shouting contridicting issues, but they started to fade into the background. Ash felt his mind start going numb as his left hand found his way to her right cheek. Bright blue eyes connected with Charlie's innocent blue ones, the feeling in his stomach increasing quick. Tentively, Ashton lowered his head his lips stopping just a centimeter short from her soft pink lips.

hey it’s, completed!
cause you’re awesome, charlotte
they’re all, 661
i love them, template @ + stockholm syndrome / lyrics @ the script *live like we’re dying
just letting you know, “ I'm putting the result in your hands. lol :] ”

[mae]

charlie knew she was letting herself fall deeper and deeper into a mess she can not escape, but she still kept letting herself fall. she knew it was bad to fall for someone she knew that she couldn't have, but charlie couldn't imagine a more romantic moment in ashton's arms. charlie was always a good girl, she never did anything she wasn't allowed to, but she felt like she was slipping. she was falling for a bad boy. it was inevitable for charlie to feel this way towards him, even since the first day she had met him, she knew that he was different from all the other guys. something about him made charlie feel like she was not only learning from him, but he was also learning from her. she was worried however, with his current confusion between reveka's true reasons about going behind his back and cheating on him without any guilty conscious, he might use charlie as a rebound or someone to help him stick it out until reveka came to her senses. charlie's seen a lot of different love stories, some good and some bad, she knew how to find all the clues to see if they were going to stick together or not, but unfortunately unlike what she had always assumed about love, this was a completely different story.

charlie decided after long contemplation, that she would just go for it. charlie was always playing on the safe side, she hardly took any risks. she had learned to take risks from ashton who used to tell her that all the time. she could hear his own voice in the back of her head telling her that this was the perfect time to take that risk. when her and him were even closer than previously, charlie's height was being assisted by her tippy toes to match to ashton's face. she looked at him, once again getting caught up in his beautiful eyes. his hand moved to her cheek, charlie resisted herself from jumping back in shock. the feeling of his smooth, affectionate hand against her cheek felt irresistible, but not as irresistible as what was about to happen. charlie had never in a million years thought a moment like this would happen between her and ashton. sure she had dreamt of it, now more than ever before, but it was always her dirty little secret. and now it was about to be discovered by the one person charlie has worked so hard at hiding it from.

when his face came close to hers, charlie grew hesitant. she worried for the consequences of this, and wished she hadn't. and just when she couldn't think of anything, it felt like a big gust of wind pushed her onto him, her lips landing on his. at first charlie was shy about the kiss, but when she realized that he hadn't pulled away at instant touch, she started to feel herself take a bigger leap and got into the kiss. if her heart wasn't already thumping out of her chest, it was now. so this was what it felt like to kiss someone? charlie thought. she enjoyed it, especially since the lips were ashton's, the guy who she had been obsessed with for awhile now. not in the creepy obsession way, but a way that sometimes she would think about him for hours on end. her arms wrapped tightened their grip around his head upon instinct as she kissed him. a rush of emotions made her completely oblivious to everything around her, except ashton. realizing this was her first kiss, charlie was still a bit unsure where to go from her. for years she had been dreaming about her first kiss, that she had never thought of what would happen if she actually got one. but as charlie pushed that out of her mind again with ease. she felt like wonder woman because finally after all these years of fighting with her thoughts, she was just able to push them away with little effort as the thought of kissing the incredibly cute boy was much more appealing to her mind.

ATTIRE

[/color]bikini as shown on pictureCREDIT SAM !? of A Changed Hogwarts. Don't remove the credit or I will find you. LYRICS fake it - seether NOTES lmfao couldn't resist WORD COUNT 688[/center][/size][/blockquote][/blockquote]

[rockitsomemore]

The feeling that was going through him as he stood there, lips almost touching with hers, Ash couldn't describe it. His conscience was telling him two completely different things at the same time. After all this conflict about him being bad for her, that she'd find a better guy to be with, he was just going to toss it as nonsense? It wasn't like he just got bad grades in school and stayed up too late. No, he was the guy that runs his mouth to the cops and gets locked up in jail for stupid shit. The one that has had one night stands and multiple relationships with girls. The fact that he was going to be completely devoted to his ex-girlfriend when they were together didn't even amount to the trouble that she could be in.

Maybe he was just jumping toward the small chance that she wanted to be with him. That she would be the one girl that would continue to stay with him. Charlie was unique and showed him that he didn't have to be the crazed rebel all of the time. That somewhere deep inside him, he could be calm and more considerate of others. If his parents ever found out about this kind of arrangement, they would've died. How did someone like Ashton even have this kind of friendship with this innocent girl? In someway, it was a little too good to be true. Even their friendship was more than he could ask for from Charlie.

The turmoil in his head almost made him pull back, to widen the space between them and escape their embrace. However, when he looked down at her lips all he wanted to was to forget all of it, to let go of all that doubt and pass it off as overthinking. All his thoughts numbed his mind, his body seconds from letting her go, then it happened. Like a small fire that burned, she pressed her lips softly against his own. Immediately his heart started racing faster and faster as he realized what was going on. Charlie Perez was kissing HIM. Her hesitation was more than understandable, her growing passion surprised him. Ashton smiled into the kiss as she put more into it. A kindling fire burned in his stomach, more feeling flooding through him. He was going to take it slow, let her do what she wanted at her own pace.

Getting pulled even closer, it was making it hard to resist. It amazed him just how much she was getting into it. Maybe she was just as afraid of stepping up, as he was. It was a hard thing to admit to himself, that he'd been holding back on his feelings for her. All those reason he was using to pull to the background and hope she'd find someone else. It was okay at first to be the overprotective friend and watch out for her, but for how long? How long would he be able to sit on the sidelines and watch her go through life looking for the right guy? Ashton's left hand moved back from her cheek, fingers now finding it's way to her wet hair. With his right arm, he pulled her up closer.

Gently his pulled back, trying to get his breathing back to normal. It was hard to believe something as good as that came from such a sheltered girl. Charlie was definately coming out of her shell. "Bloody hell," he whispered, "what am I going to do with you?" He smiled and laughed before resting in forehead on hers. "Looks like my little Lolita isn't quite so innocent afterall." Eyes a light and a small smirk on his face, he just loved to tease her.

hey it’s, completed!
cause you’re awesome, charlotte
they’re all, 626
i love them, template @ + stockholm syndrome / lyrics @ the script *live like we’re dying
just letting you know, “ Bringing back the dialogue. I know I'll be struck by lightning. lol ”

[mae]

what was she doing? wasn't she raised better than this? charlie had waited her whole life to be kissed by a boy, and now was her chance, but with her best friend who was still in love with his ex, she felt like a whore. sometimes she even wondered if it was possible for a girl like her to ever find love, and now she's worried that it's only because she was pressuring him. charlie knew it was a mistake to let him get so close to her. all he had to do was close his eyes and imagine she was reveka. the thought made her jealous, but knowing charlie was usually over thought things a lot. she thought she'd know a lot about love when it came around to finally give her a slice, but since she had no previous knowledge or experience with it, it caused her to go crazy. caught up in the moment, charlie had felt herself lose control. it was not like her, but after waiting eighteen years, watching everyone, even her little sister, find love before her. she wasn't expecting her to unleash completely on her, but she was just overjoyed at it finally happening.

when they finally broke away from the necking, charlie looked puzzled at his words, then a smirk covered up her puzzled look as she couldn't help but feel naughty, but this time in a good way. "what? isn't that how it's done?" charlie asked, playing dumb. she wasn't sure if he would be able to see through her act though, because it was typical charlie to try to imitate whatever she saw on the television screen. "'cause i'm going to feel like such an idiot if it isn't." charlie thought again. she laughed at herself more than at ashton or the awkwardness she had just brought into their romantic moment. she really wished she would have had previous experience with a bunch of frogs. she feared she wouldn't match up to his experience level and he'd get bored with her. "of course in movies there's always a cut scene where they are laying in bed together. that can't be it, can it?" charlie said, feeling a bit foolish and naive. charlie knew exactly what the cut scene to the bed meant, so it definitely wasn't where she had gone wrong. then the though struck her. what if he liked it only because it made him think of reveka instead of her. he probably thought he was going to kiss some innocent, shy girl - maybe get a peck on the lips but that's it, but instead charlie gave him a passionate kiss, a kiss that a little more experienced person would pull off, only a thousand times better than charlie's.

still doubting herself, charlie released her hands from his neck and looked at the water. she had blown her first kiss, and you only got one chance. she looked at ashton and blushed, coming up with an idea that might fix what she messed up, but she was a bit hesitant towards it. hearing the encouragement of her little ashton in the back of her mind, charlie leaned back in again and kissed him on the lips. it was a shy peck, something that charlie had always expected her first kiss to be. looking at ashton with her innocent smile, she wanted to ensure him that she was not disappointed by the kiss. instinctively she hugged him and said, "i don't know if i ever told you this, but i somehow always imagined my first kiss being with someone who i knew very well, someone like you." this was for the most part true. what charlie didn't tell him was that she had actually imagined her first kiss being with him and no other guy. she knew she might have come off as some kind of creepy stalker. but glad that her dream had come true, she felt like she could kiss him over and over again to make up for all those times where they were within reach, and she shied away. now that she thought about it, she had plenty of times to kiss him before, so why now?

ATTIRE

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