and i've got nothing left to lose.

[molly]

molly was actually sort of freaking out, seeing as she was going to go eat with someone who probably never knew that she had a problem. also, she was probably going to end up freaking him out and make him run away. that was not her intention as she stared at herself in the mirror. ugh, this hair was totally uncontrollable. The girl let out a sigh and picked up the shirt that was just laying around willy nilly. it was actually really cute though, seeing as she wanted to impress this boy just incase. he looked cute from what she could see, but sometimes looks can be deceiving. Maybe her problem was, though, that she cared too much about her appearance. After all, she kept starving herself all day and night and it seemed that no one noticed so far. she let out a small breath as she pulled the top on. it wasn’t really fancy or anything, it was just a simple top with weird designs and mostly it was a brown and tan color. it would be nice for summer too. then she pulled off her sweat pants and changed into a pair of regular jeans. the whole time she did this though, her heart was pounding out of her chest. she was really nervous, just because she didn’t want to have to eat in front of him, let alone at all.

the girl tried not to think about it as she ran a brush through her hair and brushed her teeth. whenever she was going out to a restaurant she got like this, it was quite weird really. it was silly really. maybe if she told him that she actually lied and wasn’t hungry then he would believe her. after all this tremor kid seemed nice enough. and he seemed nice while she was talking to him online, so it’s not like he would notice at first right? she hoped so, seeing as she did not want to gain any weight today. so, if she did not think about it then she would be a-okay and life would go on right? picking up a rose pink shrug she put it on before going after her socks and yellow sneakers. well, she wasn’t glamorous and ‘step out of a magazine’ worthy, but it would have to do. after all, she was only going for a walk in the park and some lunch. she would be okay and everything would go right. and then she could hide her secret and no one would have to know. that actually made her feel better, oddly enough.

stepping out into the heat, she walked a steady pace towards tremor’s bus. she had never really been inside the (s)aint’s but for long, but it looked nice enough. at least, as nice as a bus gets and all. it was really nice outside though and she probably should have smoked a little before she came, that way she could be more at ease. she would get hungry, but after telling herself no for a little bit, it would fade away. that’s how she did it and that’s how she was going to keep doing it until she said otherwise. but now that she was here, it seemed it was high time to go to a park.

“oh tremor, I’m here.”

[/color] she said in a sing song voice while knocking. She wondered if she was early or if she was late. either way, it didn’t matter. she was here right, and that’s all that mattered. so she leaned against the side of the bus and waited for him to come out so they could frolick off towards the park. it had been a while since molly had been there, and she was actually quite excited to go. it was strange, but that was just molly, she was one strange girl.
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[/color] tremor ( caitlyn )
words[/color] enough. :3
lyrics[/color] the night - disturbed.
tunes[/color] i got one for ya - kid rock
outfit[/color] click!
credit[/color] heatherrenee @ caution.[/size][/blockquote]

[caitlyn2]

To be honest, I was kind of looking forward to going somewhere for once, that wasn't a stage, or somewhere in my stupid bus. Seriously. Camryn kept me here like a caged animal and had me do all sorts of chores, although, today, thanks to Emma cleaning up this morning, I didn't have to do anything. I stumbled around the tour bus, getting myself ready to go meet this Molly chick. God knows why I wanted to go to lunch with someone I barely knew, but she seemed nice enough and it wasn't like I was doing anything. I ignored Camryn's numerous demands to know what I was doing. She didn't need to know. It wasn't her business about what I did in my personal life, anyhow. After I finished my shower, I rummaged around in my suitcases for some clean clothes. I finally settled for a pair of jeans and a shirt, and whatever hoodie that was lying on the floor and happened to be clean.

I skidded into the bathroom, putting some gel in my hair and making sure I looked alright. Sure, I may be a guy. But hey! I wanted to look at least somewhat decent - I wanted to make a good first impression.

I was yelling out to Camryn that I was going, just as I heard a voice sing out, “Oh Tremor! I’m here!” followed by a knock on the bus door. I pulled my hoodie over my head, quickly double checking that I looked decent, and stepped out into the heat of Los Angeles, to be met by a brown haired girl.
Well, she was pretty. That was a bonus.

“So, do you want to go to the park first? Or do you want to grab some lunch and then go to the park?”

[/b] I asked her. It didn’t really matter to me. Although lunch was sounding good at the moment, after the scent of spaghetti bolognaise wafting around the bus. Camryn was cooking. One of the things she’d spend her day doing. That and practicing her guitar. I guess it was good that we had someone who wanted to cook, and could cook on tour with us. That way we didn’t have to go out for dinner all the time.
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WORDS!: 379.
NOTES!: I.freaking.fail.big.time.
OUTFIT!: here! (the jeans aren't exactly right, but you'll get over it)
TAG, YOU'RE IT!: Molly (heather)
CREDITS!:Lyrics are from Break Your Little Heart by All Time Low. This thread template was made by brittasaurx3 from CAUTION! 2.0.

[molly]

The fact that tremor gave molly butterflies was pretty weird to the girl. no one really ever gave her butterflies, at least not for a while. maybe it was because she did not even really need to look for a relationship or anything of the sort now, while when she did not get them she wanted one really bad. it was funny how that worked really. but enough blabbering about nonsense. and another thing she was scared about was him finding out her secret. she would eat no problem, but then she would throw it all up. when s he did not feel like starving herself she would stuff her face and then run to the bathroom and blame it on rotted food. but how long was she going to be able to do that before she started to get suspicious? there was only so much she could do before it started to get a little weird. so while she waited for him to open the door she just inhaled and exhaled, trying to calm herself down. she was pretty sure that the last thing he wanted to see was her on his doorstep sweating. That would have probably been really awkward.

When he did open the door though, a bright smile came on her face and she was generally happy to see him. which was strange for her, because generally she did not like that many people. maybe she could get out of eating though, seeing as she did not want to play her mind trick games on him. it just felt too cruel really. plus, he was cute enough, so its not like she wanted to show him that she had a horrible secret. so whatever, she would just put up a fight with herself until she could not anymore. hopefully though, it would not be that tough, seeing as when she was around cute boys she tended to lose her guard and such. it was a curse really, but whatever. at least he was cute right? “ah I see you’re ready. awesome. I thought I was running early, so I was worried.”

[/color] she told him honestly before nodding and moving so he could hop off the bus and walk with her to wherever they were going.

Then he asked if they wanted to go to the park before eating and she started to walk, hurrying her words along so she could stay away from food at the moment. “let’s just go to the park. and if we get hungry we can get something to eat later.”[/color] she decided, knowing full well that is what she wanted to do in the first place. she hated lying to pretty much everyone like this, but it was all she could do at the moment. then she pulled on his arm so he would start walking as a smile stayed on her face. she wanted to get there as soon as possible, seeing as parks were always the best places to hang out.

Once they got there she took in the scent and let out a small breath, enjoying this. it was probably obvious that she did not get out in fresh air very much. “so, what should we do?”[/color] she asked, turning to look at him with a happy smile on her face. at least she was really happy right now.

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[/color] tremor ( caitlyn )
words[/color] enough. :3
lyrics[/color] the night - disturbed.
tunes[/color] cooler than me - mike posner
outfit[/color] click!
credit[/color] heatherrenee @ caution.[/size][/blockquote]

[caitlyn2]

“Let’s just go to the park. And if we get hungry we can get something to eat later.” Tremor nodded, and paused for a minute, looking back at the girl. She was actually, rather pretty, now that he could get a better look at her without noticing. She wasn't really the type that he usually went for, but then again, the type he went for weren't really this pretty. Her hand clasped around his arm, pulling him along now that she'd caught up with him. When they reached the park, Molly paused for a minute, smiling. Well, she had a nice smile. Another bonus. Tremor made a mental note of that, and shoved his hands into his pockets.

“So, what should we do?” Molly spoke, turning to face Tremor with that smile of hers still on her face. Tremor didn't say anything, instead, he ran to the swings, and sat down, smiling like a little kid does at Christmas.

"Hmm....let's just stay here. I like it here, it's away from the rest of the tour, and my manager." The boy gestured to the swing beside him.

"So, what do you do on tour?" He asked, as it occurred to him that he knew basically nothing about Molly, aside from the fact that she was well, on this tour. And probably likes being in the fresh air , judging by her general happiness. It wasn't like she'd be that happy to see him, the obnoxious, loud bastard who was the drummer for (S)aint. Well, it was highly unlikely. Tremor shook the thoughts from his head, and focused on swinging on the swing. He loved swings, he always had, actually, he loved parks in general. When he was young, he didn't get to go to parks much, maybe that was what caused him to come to this park a lot. The last time he'd been at a park was yesterday, just before the performance. He'd gotten sick of practicing, and he'd just wasted half an hour of his life arguing with his manager. He found parks strangely calming.

WORDS!: enough.
NOTES!: ahahah, sorry it took me so long.
OUTFIT!: here! (the jeans aren't exactly right, but you'll get over it)
TAG, YOU'RE IT!: Molly (heather)
CREDITS!:Lyrics are from Break Your Little Heart by All Time Low. This thread template was made by brittasaurx3 from CAUTION! 2.0.

[molly]

Molly let out a breath of relief, knowing that she avoided the eating thing just this once. and that was good because if she had to explain it one more time to someone she was going to strangle someone. the redhead generally was not a violent person, but when she had to repeat herself eight times she became one. especially about her disease. so, here she was, just dragging a boy that was not so much her type to a park. and it was funny that she was hanging with him, seeing as molly’s type was more of skateboarding, shaggy haired boys who quivered when faced with a shower and who also smoked something with her. and tremor, well he was probably the exact opposite, so why she was even remotely attracted to him she did not really know, but she wouldn’t question it. he was a lot of fun to hang out with so she would take what she got and roll with it, even if it did make no flipping sense once so ever.

It was really nice out, and molly was grateful for that. she enjoyed being outdoors more than being cooped up inside with nothing to do. sure, she liked relaxing and sleeping forever and stuff, but not to the point where it was already almost dinner time when she woke up, cause that’s when all the good stuff happened. she let out a hiccup though, having no idea once so ever where it came from as he pondered what they could do. there were plenty that they could do really. they could just go hang out by the playground and stuff and act like five year olds or they could sit on a bench or whatever. it was really up to him, she was not picky at all. that was probably a good thing about her, she honestly did not care what she did as long as she did something. she should have brought something with her though, like a joint or something, seeing as it always made her relax and junk. Ah well, he did not look like the type to smoke anyways. so, when he said that they should just hang out she smiled and nodded, agreeing with him while chuckling at the manager part. she loved her manager dearly and all, but sometimes it was more of a butt heads thing than anything.

The girl stuck her hair behind her ear as he asked what she did exactly. she sat down on the swing though and started to twist the metal things that held the swing to the metal bar up above. She liked to twist them around so that she spun to the point where she threw up. it actually happened once, she was on a tire swing and after she got off she threw up all over the playground. she then ran home and pretended that she had never even visited that park. but it was probably time to answer him, seeing as it was rude to keep someone waiting. “I’m the guitarist for falling down hill. what about you?”

[/color] she asked, not really knowing what he did exactly. that was probably a bad start at the moment, but whatever. that’s what talking was for right?


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[/color] tremor ( caitlyn )
words[/color] enough. :3
lyrics[/color] the night - disturbed.
tunes[/color] livin' la vida loca - ricky martin
outfit[/color] click!
credit[/color] heatherrenee @ caution.[/size][/blockquote]