Post by adrianalecanderson on Aug 1, 2010 16:02:51 GMT 10
DEAR DIARY,
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I feel like things are going to get really tough from here on out. It hasn’t been long and my mind is already spinning. I’m fighting temptations that I haven’t felt in a long time and I’m very close to giving in. I don’t want to let Harmony down though. I’ve already let people down without knowing it. I still don’t know how it happened…I just know that I don’t have my Emma anymore and there’s really nothing I can do about it. If she doesn’t want to be with me, it’s her choice. She’s right though. I’m always busy with other things and we haven’t seen each other a lot lately. I didn’t think it was that bad though. We could have fixed it. I don’t know. I’m going to go to sleep so I don’t give in to old habits. Don’t know how long that will last though… [/color][/font]
love adrian xox[/center]